coming up: harry gets carried to bed
Another commission down! This time a smug snape for @snapecentric ! Thank you so so much!
Sketch based on a nice fanfiction I’ve read a while ago :)
https://www.fanfiction.net/s/13767219/1/All-alone-on-Christmas-or-not
I plan to make a comics strip with steady camera about it, just to show Minerva’s next move, that was very funny to read: every cat Owner can guess XD
One pet peeve of mine is when Harry is portrayed as this golden retriever good boy who is so patient and sweet, no, Harry is kind and empathetic but he’s also a feral child. Harry is traumatized, hot-headed, impulsive, and has a big mouth that frequently gets him in trouble. His life could be (and has been) on the line and he still is physically incapable of restraining himself from back-talking The Dark Lord because he is a half-crazed boy living off only grief rage, dumb luck, and a hero complex.
so many harry potter fans completely erase snape’s past and write it over to make him a snobby rich kid who speaks like he’s 40 year old count and i think it is so interesting.
because it proves to me that the reality of snape being a kid living in a poverty stricken and abusive household on spinner’s end makes you all uncomfortable.
i sure know it made me uncomfortable to re-read the books for the first time and see all the comments about his greasy hair and sallow skin with the new knowledge that these were markers of his poor upbringing. we’ve heard the saying how being poor never really goes away. snape keeping these two markers as an adult is the author’s way of doing it. he’s an adult with a better income now but he never quite shakes off spinner’s end.
he also stays there as an adult as a way to punish himself, if the front room described as a ‘padded cell" is any indicator. he can’t move on and he won’t allow himself to, and dumbledore won’t allow it either. it is he who twists the knife with harry’s eyes and tells him this is the only thing he can do to prove he truly loved lily. despite you know, dumbledore apparently not believing this dhe to his shock at snape’s patronus 17 years later.
both times in snape’s past when he butts heads with petunia is because she insults his background, something he cannot control. she calls him the 'snape boy’ from spinner’s end, a clearly 'turn up my nose’ moment. harry goes through most books referring to snape as 'snape’ because snape is a bully and therefore does not have harry’s respect. many times adults correct him to say professor. and his first name isn’t said often. so this puts a distance to him, almost others him to this 2D character. but 'snape’ is an actual person, with feelings and a past, present and future. so severus snape doesn’t take kindly to people insulting his family which is why he claps back at petunia.
we also know snape is a muggle name, his muggle father tobias’ name. we only find out in book 6 that snape is a half blood. because what wizarding family do you know with the name 'snape’. and prince isn’t part of the sacred 28 either. when harry breaks into snape’s memories accidentally in occlumency, seeing those three quick snapshots of his life, it’s the first time snape starts to become a real person to harry.
moreover, 8 year old snape is described as dirty, unwashed, wearing clothes that are so mismatched it looks deliberate. he hasn’t got clothes of his own, wearing an adults jacket and a woman’s smock. snape’s family either cannot afford to properly clothe or wash their child or they simply don’t care too. when petunia insults him again, this time instead of his father she goes for his mother, as she points out snape wearing his mother’s blouse, we get another example of underage magic as he causes a tree branch to fall on her.
now despite this, we know it is likely snape really did want to cause her harm due to her insult. snape already is shown to have poor social skills and snaps rather quickly at any point of animosity, but he was also raised in an abusive household. his father whipped him, and shouted at his mother and god knows what else. makes sense that an 8 year old responds to tension with either insults or violence, mirroring his home. snape is also very reluctant to talk about his homelife at all, ending the conversation very pointedly with “he doesn’t like anything much.” so it’s not surprising that a child raised in this kind of environment would respond violently. even worse, he does it without really realising what he has done considering he looked confused when petunia and lily ran away.
on platform 9 and ¾, snape is eager to get out of his muggle clothes and when put next to james potter, the stark difference between someone who has been loved and adored and someone who hasn’t is explicitly put in the books. and lastly when snape calls lily a mudblood after being yanked upside down exposing dirty underwear, lily points that out. her way of saying 'don’t you dare say you are better than me - im filthy? how about you wash your clothes.’
all in all, i think the fans write over this backstory because people do not want to give snape any sympathy. he’s not the right kind of sympathetic character. he’s an unpleasant adult who made terrible decisions. therefore his tragedy doesn’t count. it’s much easier to hate him when in your head, snape is a rich, snobby supremacist, rather than a penniless, neglected and woefully misguided teenager.
odd that peope can understand the impact of certain characters childhoods like sirius, regulus, draco or harry and how it affected their actions as teens and later adults…
but not snape.
in fact, snape is probably the poorest character in the entire series apart from maybe voldemort, although the orphanage didn’t seem underfunded or anything. fans characterise lupin as poor but there is little evidence for him being poor as a child, more as an adult. i’ve seen people say this was because of the fact that his father worked at the ministry and arthur weasley worked there and he is not rich but the weasley’s are poor because there are 7 of them living on one income. and we can assume lupin’s muggle mother worked. if anything, lupin’s childhood was comfortable but became unstable due to them constantly moving after he was bitten.
abd that’s pretty much it, we don’t know too much about anyone else. the dursleys are middle class as are hemrione’s dentist parents and while the weasley’s are poor, they are not poverty stricken - ron never goes hungry. snape also never really adresses his muggle past either. he doesnt bring it up ever. for all his 'life is unfair’, he never speaks about that part of his life, choosing to solely reference the marauders. and the two main bullies, james and sirius both being rich kids bullying the poor boy is not lost on me. especially when they constantly reference his greasy hair all the time.
poverty greatly affects a person well into adulthood and we see with snape; it never really goes away. sure he’s well spoken now, and doesn’t wear mismatched muggle clothing but the remnants are still there. in fact, one of the reasons he hates harry intially is because he thinks the boy has been pampered. quite unlike his upbringing. so i think it’s telling how many people refuse to acknowledge its very existence or the how it shaped snape as a person.
becuase i think it all makes you feel really uncomfortable. why else would you ignore or completely erase it?